My alarm...

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I'm not setting my alarm tonight.  I am, however, still practicing Tapas and being fairly successful, if I do say so myself.  I was unable to accomplish my intention of being on the mat by 7 a.m. and it only took me two days to forgive myself; now that is a discipline worth practicing.  As I finish day eleven of my fifteen day personal practice, I am reminded of the discipline I have demonstrated during this time. Most importantly, and delving even deeper into the meaning of tapas, this discipline has inspired and motivated me, igniting a new passion for my practice.  After just eleven days, I don't feel as if I need to discipline myself to be on the mat for an hour.  It just kind of feels like that is what I want and need to do.  It is that simple.  Maybe that's the point of discipline, of Tapas.   Now, if it was just that simple to wake up early.........

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